he wont go, he cant do it on his own. if aint love then what is? …..im willing to take the risk
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| — | adele “he wont go” |
babe please understand.
after i cool off and listen to some music…it feels like the argument was all over nothing
typical girl
i dont wanna be the typical girl.
the typical girl that believes in fairy tales and a “happily ever after” ending….wait. lets break that down ” happily ever AFTER” …after?? what after?
after shes brain washed to believe beauty is skin deep?
after her image of real beauty is made up of what she sees in magazines?
after shes cried over guy problems and starts to believe everyones the same? and being hurt ,lied to, and tooked advantage of is oh kay?
or how about after shes feels being alone is unbearable?
nope…..its after shes realizes people on tv and movies arent real at all and instead they are made to appear perfect. its after she learns that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. its after she realizes that guys come and go but losing the real site of love shouldn’t be ruined by one jerk.
its after she realizes that fairy tales are all bullshit but that happy ending do exist if she writes her own story, from beginning to end.
the worst feeling
….i dont know when i lost it, when i lost all control of falling for you. at first i had the upper hand….now it just feels like my feels have passed your up and im the only one thats really experience all the backlash of an argument of fight. like im the only one that cares about hanging up and going to bed angry.like im the only one that cares about us working things out. like im the only one that true cares about whats going to happen to the life we planned together………. like im the only one that cares at all. i dont know what hurts more, feeling alone in this situation or knowing that in the begging i had control over everything. i had you wrapped around my finger….until love blinded me once again. until i started thinking with my heart and not my head.until i decided to take a risk, until i decided to let go and love you openly for the world to see. i jumped, knowing the dangers that may await for me if i ever do hit rock bottom. but i jumped for us, so we could grow. i finally let go…. but i guess you were’nt behind me. feels like you pushed me right over the edge and im just now realizing it. =’(
